"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense." -Emerson


"Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing about." -Benjamin Franklin

Alma 26:30 "And we have suffered all manner of afflictions, and all this, that perhaps we might be the means of saving some soul; and we supposed that our joy would be full if perhaps we could be the means of saving some."


Wednesday, November 2, 2011

No Sleep.... No Sleep

It has been a long time since I have had this hard of time sleeping. I slept maybe a total of four hours last night, and not even continuously. Tonight I tried to go to bed at 10pm and I find myself on the wrong side of 1am... still awake.

It is one of those annoying awakes too. I feel tired. I know I am tired. I know that I am going to be useless at work tomorrow. Yet I can not make myself sleep. On top of that I keep making lists. Lists of things I need to pack, things I need to pick up from the store, things I need to take to work, and things I need to buy so that I can move. I have to rent things, and find things, and give away things. I have to clean things. I have to negotiate things. I have to worry about things because my entire immediate future hinges on the belief that I will be going on a mission, even though it is taking forever to get my act in gear.

Too many things, TOO MANY THINGS! All rushing, all immediate, all pretty unimportant when I step back and look at the situation from a different angle.

I just want to sleep
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